Dear my brother-FMA song

Wake up
wish it was only a dream
but I was wrong again
this nightmare is real.

I look at you and I can't see your smile,
and it's all because of me.
Although all
I still tell you everything will be fine
and that you don't need to worry.

Sometimes,
I am Smiling to you fake smile.
all the negative thoughts in my head
but I can't cry my brother,I cant.
Because of you.

Why do I continue to lie to you?

Trust me,I will slice the fate
and bring our life back in time
When you were able to see
your own reflection in the mirror
and your childish smile.

And listen to me!
our mother will be proud of us
just stay with me
don't leave me
because everything I am doing right now
is for you.